It’s always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody’s other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn’t last
That was the only way I knew to that you
You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I’m not playing games
I promise I won’t turn around and I won’t let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there’s nothing, there’s nothing we can’t get through
So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won’t live without it, I won’t let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say
Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I’m old and sit next to you.
And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won’t live without it, I won’t let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

setelah lama googling lagu ini, akhirnya ketemu juga. dan bisa download juga. hm, lagu ini bener-bener berkesan buat aku. yah, mungkin bukan karena liriknya. tapi karena kenangan aku sama lagu itu sendiri. jadi ceritanya gini, tiga tahun yang lalu, aku sama temen-temenku umroh gitu. trus, yang bawa hape cuman aku, parahnya, di hapeku cuman ada satu lagu. yaitu CLBK-nya green peanuts. yaudah deh, selama kita seminggu itu cuman dengerin satu lagu yang diputer berulang-ulang. liriknya gini,

Cinta terindah yang pernah kita miliki
Kini hanyalah tinggal sebuah kenangan
Saat-saat itu tuk pertama kali
Kumerasakan arti sebuah cinta wow..

Namun semua tinggalah kenangan
Yang tak bisa kulupakan
Kaulah yang pertama

Pertemuan yang terjadi membuatku teringat dalam
Masa masa indah waktu kita bercinta
Cinta yang terlupakan kini kurasakan lagi
Cinta lamaku bersemi kembali

Terima kasih oh cinta
Kini kau datang lagi
Walau mungkin hanya sesaat oohhh..

Namun semua tinggallah kenangan
Yang tak bisa kulupakan
Kaulah yang pertama

Pertemuan yang terjadi membuatku teringat dalam
Masa masa indah waktu kita bercinta
Cinta yang terlupakan kini kurasakan lagi
Cinta lamaku bersemi kembali wooo..
Kembali

Pertemuan yang terjadi membuatku
Teringat dalam masa masa indah
Waktu kita bercinta.. Uuuu.. Wooo.. Ye yeah

Pertemuan yang terjadi membuatku
Teringat dalam (teringatku dalam)
Masa masa indah waktu kita bercinta
Cinta yang terlupakan
Kini kurasakan lagi (cinta yang terlupakan)
Cinta lamaku bersemi kembali..
(kembali)..kembali..(kembali)..kembali..(kembali)

asik kan lagunya? iya, sebenernya lagunya ngena banget buat orang-orang yang lagi deket sama mantannya ato lagi CLBK, tapi buat aku sama sekali gga ngena. soalnya waktu itu aku lagi punya pacar. ohya, buat aku, kadang, lagu itu bisa jadi theme song saat-saat tertentu. soalnya gara-gara dengerin suatu lagu, aku bisa inget sama suatu momen, seseorang, dan apapun yang terjadi saat pada masa lalu aku muter lagu itu..

cerita tentang lagu ini..
yang aku inget tentang lagu ini, lagu ini jadi theme song aku sama anak-anak waktu kita di hotel, waktu kita mandi (bahkan hp ini sempet dicolong ekky dan dibawa mandi), lagu ini waktu jaman-jamannya aku sama adalahhhhh.. jaman-jamannya ekky sama dyzta, jaman-jamannya alya sama one, jaman-jamannya... apa ya? banyak deh.. pokoknya unforgettable song lah :)

The object of art is to give life a shape

PLIS DONG UDAHAN.. AKU CAPEK NIH.. UDAH MAU SEBULAN LHO... MASA H-1 PULANG MASIH TRYOUT?

Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin’ out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should’ve known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don’t know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it’s a little in the conversations
There isn’t anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,
I don’t want to
Stay another minute
I don’t want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don’t want to
Do this any longer
I don’t want you
There’s nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I’ve already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby
I don’t want to
Stay another minute
I don’t want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don’t want to
Do this any longer
I don’t want you
There’s nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I’ve already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush
No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin’ Oh Oh Yeah
Because
I don’t want to
Stay another minute
I don’t want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don’t want to
Do this any longer
I don’t want you
There’s nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I’ve already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush
Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I’ve already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby

dari jendela kamarku, kulihat islamic center
dari jendela kamarku, kulihat asrama ponti
dari jendela kamarku, kulihat asrama sulaiman
dari jendela kamarku, kulihat asrama bilqis
dari jendela kamarku, kulihat smk telkom
dari jendela kamarku, kulihat kuburan
dan dari tangga asramaku, kulihat langit sore darul ulum:)

sudut pertemanan. begitu aku menyebutnya. sebuah tempat dimana aku berbincang dengan penghuni lain asramaku. bukan hantu. tapi manusia juga. maksudnya, disini bisa aja aku ketemu dari mulai anak smp, anak sma, sampe mbak-mbak kuliah. yang tadinya kalo hari-hari biasa hanya sekedar tegur sapa tanpa tau nama. tapi di sini, di meja setrika, aku membincangkan banyak hal dengan mereka, para penghuni lain asrama. kelihatannya memang sepele, tapi mengingat beberapa bulan lagi aku akan meninggalkan mereka dan asramaku tercinta, seenggaknya aku ingin mereka tau aku. bukan hanya sekedar tau dari perbincangan orang. tapi tau karena mereka pernah bicara meskipun cuman sekali denganku :)

akhirnya.. setelah melalui proses yang sangat panjang, blogku kembali normal. apa yang sebenarnya terjadi? gini critanya...

template blogku yang lama eror, yaudah deh aku ganti. eh, ternyata susah banget dapet yang cocok. mana ngeditnya lama pisan! aiisshh.. aku sampe download ratusan template dan aku cobain satu-satu loh.. serius ini ngga bohong! tapi akhirnya, karena aku sudah lelah mencari-cari (cari>>download>>extract>>upload>>edit), pake yang ini aja deh.. hehe

ps: buat reader yang kemaren sempet buka blogku dan hasilnya ngeruwet ngga karuan, I'm so sorry strawberry honey:)

maafkanlah aku yang meninggalkan mu
ketika rasa cinta membeku
seiring waktu yang mendekap

pernahku mencoba
untuk melupakanmu
tetapi yang terjadi hanyalah
ku tak bisa lupakanmu

Reff
Mencintaimu
membunuh keangkuhanku
kehadiranmu
membius hatiku
ajari aku
hapuskan mimpi burukku
mungkinkah dirimu cintaku slamanya

maafkanlah aku yang berpaling darimu
ketika cinta datang dan pergi
tak mampu lagi bertahan

Pernah ku mencoba
tuk melupakanmu
tetapi kau slalu di sisiku
disisiku… disisiku…

[Reff]

ku akui cintaku pernah
hilang dari tubuhku
kembalilah kembali…
temani sepiku

Mencintaimu
membunuh keangkuhanku
kehadiranmu
membius hatiku
ajari aku
hapuskan mimpi burukku
temani diriku selama-lamanya

December ke 17 dalam hidupku
Enggan berlari dari seribu arti bulan ini
Ceritakan lagi dan lagi
Entah untuk yang keberapa tahun ini
Merapat, membisik lewat indera
Belenggu hatiku dan jiwaku
Enyahlah!
Raguku tak akan berbekas padamu

Lately I’ve been thinking ’bout wat i can do
I’ve been stressing to fall back in love with you
I’m so sorry that I couldn’t follow through
But I can’t go on this way
I’ve got to stop it babe
You’ve been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I’ve been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I’m done I just can’t do this anymore
Cause we can’t be mended
So let’s stop pretending now
We’ve been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah
I, I I’m so sorry baby but
I, I I’ve got to pack up and leave but
I, I’ll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you

[Wiz Khalifa - Chorus]
So what we get drunk
So what we smoke weed
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free
[Wiz Khalifa - Verse 1]
Uh, Uh huh
So what I keep ‘em rolled up
Saggin’ my pants not caring what I show
Keep it real with my n-ggas
Keep it player for the hoes
And look clean dont it?
Washed it the other day, watch how you lean on it
Give me some 501′s jeans on and roll joints bigger than King Kong’s fingers
And smoke them hoes down ’till they stingers
You a class clown and if I skip for the day I’m with you b-tch smokin’ grade A
[Wiz Khalifa - Chorus]
So what we get drunk
So what we smoke weed
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free
[Snoop Dogg - Verse 2]
Yeah, uh you know what?
It’s like I’m 17 again
Peach fuzz on my face
Lookin’, on the case
Tryna find a hella taste
Oh My God, I’m on the chase
Chevy, its gettin’ kinda heavy, relevant, sellin’ it
Dippin’ away, time keep slippin’ away
Zip in the safe, flippin’ for pay
Tippin’ like I’m drippin’ in paint
Up front four blunts, like Khalifa put the weed in a J
[Wiz Khalifa - Chorus]
So what we get drunk
So what we smoke weed
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free
[Wiz Khalifa - Bridge]
Yea, roll one, smoke one
When you live like this you’re supposed to party
Roll one, smoke one, and we all just having fun
So we just, roll one, smoke one
When you live like this you’re supposed to party
Roll one, smoke one, and we all just having fun
[Wiz Khalifa - Chorus x2]
So what we get drunk
So what we smoke weed
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free